

Why I love to swim -A lollingWhen I jump into those depths of clear water, I picture a lover for a splint second. As it wraps around me and threatens to keep breath from my lips. That is its love encircling me. It caresses me as another person would, with promises and whispers of faint moments. Where this world holds onto me like my sweetest and only lover. At that moment, there is just me and it. In that one eye, for that one moment. I paddle deeper, feeling its current grow stronger into a harder caress. A pit of loneliness leaves me for that instance and Im a whole and natural human being. Though I can only stay in its caring arms for a moment or I risk my life,Why I love to swim -A lolling


A Murky Life:I dream of murky water. The Warm and yielding water, filled with the waste of my life. Perhaps the waste of all our lives dumped into this place. Sickening black taint assaults my senses, yet Im still pulled deeper. This water calls to me, no wishing me to drink. It simply wishes to add another one into its fold. So something else lays beneath its dark depths to rote. As the dream moves on and I force forward, this endless lake of sludge takes shape. Where there was no movement, now I find a faint rhythm. This causes me to quicken my pace. There is life, so perhaps hope. I run with my hands down in this grim of years of unknown. IA Murky Life:


Pets: Pain and DespairI pull a smile across my face. This smile I use as one would a mask. I wonder if they see the truth or if they are blinded by their own thoughts and feelings. I prey they be blind, for I wish to bring no one down. My body of dead weight pulls at me. I laugh with my friends and still the smile is posted. Sometimes I wonder if my face shall crack from these small lies I put up to protect those I care for. Blinded to me are my pets, demons, pain and despair. I know and shoulder them well. I feel them feeding off my soul, fattening day by day. These foul creatures of the worlds own making, roosting upon my being. Hidden from sight, I cPets: Pain and Despair
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I lived today. I laughed I cried I died today. And in the end, it's night again.
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